a post by this person, who has a site called red’s wrap. neat site, and i very much enjoyed poking around her posts.

at any rate, the post was titled ‘what bothers me most’…

huh.

myriad things bother me, and i am hard pressed to put a ‘bothers most’ label to any of them, however, i will endeavour, for the sake of the exercise to see what i can do. 🙂

one thing that does bother me, a lot to be honest is this;

getting asked for money, to pay this or that, or someone else’s this or that and not even the asker’s this or that, and then having communication disappear once the funds have been sent. mea maxima culpa for even entertaining the idea of sending anything in the first place, however, deed was done, and now, radio silence.

this is not the first time, but i daresay it is the last.

getting hinted at messages. you know the ones… ‘ oh i’m so stressed, not sure how things can work out, i have bills to pay….’ not an ask per se, but it is there if you look between the lines.

but the send then nothing thing irritates me. really, really.

anyhow, life is life is, and i am moving on.

weather headaches the last couple of days. pressure changes mess with my sinuses. not a lot i can do, but weather (no pun intended) them, and let them drift away on their own.

still away, but the end to the absence is coming closer, and i for one could not be happier. i miss my home, and my life, such as it was/is, and once back, i know that things will have changed, and will have to change, so that is a good thing.

i’ve been re-evaluating my thought processes on several things/fronts of late, and i know now, at least i think i know now, where i am going to be in about 38-40 weeks. and that is a good thing as it happens.

a lot of ‘disturbances’ from the past will be eradicated, and the ones that i let back in, will only be there if they are of benefit to me, not the other way around. it’s only taken me 62 years to get to that point, so there is hope for me yet i suppose. LOL.

one part though, one of the past pieces of my life, i just can’t figure out as of yet. people, some, say this this should be in my life, whilst others say that i don’t need this aspect of my life to continue. what to do yanni, what to do.

at any rate, i will do what i do, and make sure that what i am doing is only going to enrich and improve my life on an ongoing basis. have to look out for me, you know? as no one else will.

until i see you again,

i bid you, as always,

peace.