well, i sort of wrote, more that i used AI to look at what i wrote and perhaps provide some insight into the ramblings on the pages.

i felt at the time that i was too close to what i had put down on the page, even though the words were put there years ago, so i sought some guidance if you will into my inner workings.

i’ve read the outcome of this a few times now, and one thing really stands out, well, read it, and mulled other factors over in my ever active and always present brain, and that is, i need to not go back to the world that i was part of, but glean from it parts that i can use moving forward, all the while forging a new path back to the wilderness.

i was intending on returning to Canada in the upcoming weeks, and reuniting myself with some of the people that i haven’t seen in quite a while. i believe now that this would be a mistake. i need to extricate myself from that cycle of we love you, but only if you spend money on us, and focus on rebuilding my life to where i have those around me who just appreciate my company, and not my wallet or bank balance.

and, if that fails to materialize, well, i’m ok with that too.

so, my re-entry will be delayed, postponed, put off if you will until such time that i’m settled in my brain that i really want to go back and be part of things, or not, again.

thanks for being here, and i love you for reading me.

as always, i bid you,

peace